WITH CHARLOTTE!!!!! Can i do you later?

my fucking stomach hurts like a bitch


so i finished holiday shopping and got presents for all y'alls, i'm pretty happy w/ what i got, hopefully you guys will like it. Meh i really wanted the three penny opera cd like the 94 version but it's not at barnes and nobles, they don't have any version there. damn

went shopping in berkely with my people. It was pretty fun, i got a sexy hat. Ali really pissed me off at lunch though, i think one of the rudest things someone could do is make someone feel guilty for eating meat. It fine if someone is a vegetarian but when they try to impose their beliefs on to other people or make osmeone feel guilty for not being a vegetarian it's just low, really low. But other then that i had a really good day. We went to this place on telegraph where they have a "t shirt orgy" thing in the basement and there were so many hilarious shirts. I posted all those pics on multiply but they haven't gotten any comments yet so y'all probably haven't looked at them but you should because they are funny. i took a picture of midnight with my sexy hat and it makes me happy. Hmm...what else? Yoshi's tommorow. Honestly i'm not looking forward to that like at all. I'm always stuck back stage being shy and awkward. iono, maybe i could talk to megan/melody/keely people. I don't really want to talk ot the freshman cuz they'll be with there annoying as hell portola friends. hmm, jazz band events general suck since i have no friends in jazz band but i like jazz band like the class a lot. So i don't know, i have no desire to quit or anything. hmm the workshop on friday was fun. I love GSA. I was talking to sharon after the workshop and i really have a lot of respect for her, with all that she's gone through she's such a strong person. She's going to share her personal story at the next workshop and i'm really proud of her. Well i'm going to take a shower and go to sleep because i'm oging to get no sleep tommorow

today was fun
i got

-rent soundtrack
-monkey business (black eyed peas)
-kelly clarkson (lol,it's a guilty pleasure)
-Chicago dvd
-moulin rouge dvd
-OC season 2 on dvd
-a pink bathrobe
-a blue jacket and an orange jacket
-sims university expansion pack
-some knitting thing
-a marvin mousepad thing from my sis(hitchhikers guide
-a real irish shamrock form my sis
- a necklace from my sis with a clover on it that's silver and i almost lost it

i think that's it. i'm a very happy girl. I'm seeing rumor has it with my family tonight, that should be good. I've almost filled up my ipod. I have 1029 songs on there but there's still a little bit of room left. Hopefull i'll be able ot get black eyed peas and kelly clarkson on it.

i'm happy. I got les mis soundtrack and it's uber spiffy. I wanna see that show so bad but i doubt that could ever happen. So i guess i'm hanging out with family tonight. i think we might see fun with dick & jane and check out the display on moeser. i can't believe it's christmas eve already. I'm excited about tommorow, though i'm gonna eat waaaayyyy to much good food, damn.well i g2g. happy holidays everyone! <3

Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! In January I signed my organ donor card (28 points). Last Thursday I gave pyahi a wet willie, then I took it back (-5 points). In April I had a shoot-out with rival gang lords on the 5 near LA (-76 points). Last Monday I broke sunnotyetrisen's X-Box (-12 points). Last week I gave change to a homeless guy (19 points). Overall, I've been naughty (-46 points). For Christmas I deserve a moldy sandwich! Sincerely, marotheclover

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now on to history

don't you hate it when someone says something that completly destroys you inside, and they don't even realize they said it or even care how you feel? when your friends aren't there for you anymore who is? it's hard to live like this

R.I.P. Captain Jack, i'll always remember you and think about you when i play DDR


anyways we had a football game today and were sooooooo close to tying with Pinole btu then in the last couple of seconds they scored a touch down and one, i was sad. This was the first game where i was actually paying attention to the football, it was really fun. And our half time show went really well. we played james bond and austin powers and formed like a 007 and evraythang. cha.....so i have to get a blood test tommorow morning, lets hope i'm not diseased

i need to carve my pumpkin

marotheclover's Halloween party:

adreamofbohemia gets drunk, strips naked, and somehow emerges dressed as a angel.
brighteyedwaltz dressed as a halfback for the Ravens.
fireflytrance dressed as the Earl of St. Champion.
flare_thrice dressed as the love child of Geraldo Rivera and Natalie Portman.
gawthwiccain666 dressed as Meatwad.
iharthdarth dressed as Optimus Prime.
imapurplewombat dressed as Jessica Simpson riding a badger.
joie dressed as Benjamin Harrison.
joie_ dressed as a elk.
make_it_legible dressed as the Governor of Wisconsin.
myappendixhurts dressed as the main character of "Duck Soup".
mysteryflavour dressed as a Diego Hardy, Ltd. employee.
need_it_be_said dressed as a Level 5 fighter, and it suited them disturbingly well.
nothere_notme dressed as Tiffani-AmberThiessen.
p0lkad0t_h3art dressed as the Duke of Dabaicrex.
potatoes_rock dressed as a diplomat from Andorra.
pulchra_eram gets drunk, strips naked, and somehow emerges dressed as Al Gore.
purplebumblebee forgot to put on clothes!
pyahi dressed as a junior bug terminator.
rainbowtastic dressed as "Bones" McCoy from "Star Trek".
randomly_booger dressed as the Local Power Ranger.
sh4ttereddre4ms dressed as a character from Harry Potter and the Ranger's Advice, though it looked more like a 1970's disco child.
suicidal_fox dressed as a moose.
sunnotyetrisen dressed as Phil Mickelson.
talldopeygirl dressed as Mary-Kate Olsen with her very own conjoined Ashley.
talligo dressed as Michelle Trachtenberg.
thexhollyxtape didn't even show up and doesn't get any candy.
uranoxymoron dressed as a bottle of Excelzole.

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damnnn i have so much homework.........but i'm not doing it, i need to though. ahhhhhhhhhhhh. i started listening to wicked so i'm kind of getting lost in that and singing my little heart out. i just got back form this igrl scout camping thing, it was really fun actually. i'm probably not oging to germany.i'm gonna go to london and paris with my sister over thanksgiving, my moms kindo f freaking out about, so is my dad....i don't know why. ehh w/e i think it will happen

i found this far to hilarious for my own good ^_^


C, E-flat and G go into a bar. The bartender says, "sorry, but we don't serve minors." So E-Flat leaves, and C and G have an open fifth between them. After a few drinks, the fifth is diminished and G is out flat. F comes in and tries to augment the situation, but is not sharp enough.

D comes in and heads for the bathroom, saying, "Excuse me. I'll just be a second." Then A comes in, but the bartender is not convinced that this relative of C is not a minor. Then the bartender notices B-Flat hiding at the end of the bar and says, "Get out! you're the seventh minor I've found in this bar tonight."

E-Flat comes back the next night in a three-piece suit with nicely shined shoes. The bartender says, "You're looking sharp tonight. Come on in, this could be a major development." Sure enough, E-Flat soon takes off his suit and everything else, and is au natural.

Eventually C sobers up and realises in horror that he's under a rest. C is brought to trial, found guilty of contributing to the diminution of a minor, and is sentenced to 10 years of DS without Coda at an upscale correctional facility. On appeal, however, C is found innocent of any wrongdoing, even accidental. The judge rules that all contrary motions are bassless.

life has been okay. I had a mental breakdown in history yesterday and SIed so i'm back to 0 days (at least i got to 128), well 1 now i guess. Kind of sad though cuz i htought i was over that. For those of you who aren't chris, sally, and courtney. Basically i spent hours working on this history presentation thing And i thought it was great and i was really excited because it one of the best things i had done i thought my teacher would really like it so i was looking forward ot it like all day and then i presented and my teacher basically said i did it wrong and took too many notes and did it in font size 12 instead of 14 and he didn't even look at it and gave it back to me with a C. So i spent the rest of the Block crying and i S.I.ed with a paper clip and a broken of piece of hard plastic. Fun times. but then i talked to him and i was practically crying so he raised it up to a B but i just hate going to that class now, i really do. I'm over it but it jsut made me feel pathetic and worthless. Anyways tommorow is friday so we were talking about seeing a movie right? i think we should definetly do that, my mom can drive there but someoen has to pick up. i hope tommorow is good day. I have a french test that i'm really nervous about so i should study and uhhh take a showere
tata for now

i'm watching the season finale of beautiful people right now, it's interesting. I like that show. i really should be doing homework though, i'm not even sure how muxch i have. Mes Grandparents are leaving tommorow (honestly i'm relieved) there a bit to stubborn, it drives me crazy. So for all you AP world history peoples i think we should have a study group after 4th tommorow at my house or chris's house or whoever. Actually maybe chrissess house so we can make those brownies. So whose up? i'm free afta school and i need to get my history done.

I've been feeling weird lately. Kinda like everyone has eachother but i have no one. I kind of feel like if i talked about the way i've been feeling lately most of my friends would change the subject and just thiok i was trying to get pity. I don't really know what to do anymore, everything is changing and so is everybody. I feel like i'm at more of risk of loosing friends then making them, like i have to be someone i'm not just to be accepted and even then.....I don't know i'm just being stupid, no one probably cares. I just want someone to love and care about. A guy I can walk down the street with and wrap my arm around, a guy i can cuddle up with. Is that so much to ask? But I just find it hard to believe a guy would ever want me, i'm not attractive, i'm shy, and i say stupid things. Whatever i don't want people to think i'm trying to get pity because i'm fucking not, i just feel alone. And if theres any place to rant about this i suppose it's on lj. Whatever, I have to pee.

I haven't updated for awhile, i dunno i've been bust. 10th grade is a lot harder then 9th grade was. I feel kind of overwhelmed like if i mess up in school it'll mean no more college so it seems liek i spend like two hours on homework each night and i hate it. I got a myspace (yes i'm a conformist) it's alright, i still like livejournal A LOT more.
With suggestions from sharon I watched Evita this weekend. I tell you people that is an AMAZING movie! The music is soooooooo good and it actually has more thought to it then most musicals. I mean it's all about political and social turmoil in Argentina and it's really sad but it's really good. I love Antonio Banderas character "che." Seriously just his role in the movie has made me started liking him a lot. He was so hot and so awesome in Evita. I swear i must force you all to see it, seriously.
We played my song in Jazz Band this morning everyone was like "OMg you wrote this? that is so cool" I was happy but no one really got the rhythms and i think Danny (the piano player) was annoyed because his part was too easy and Andrew looked annoyed because when I passed it out i gave him the 2nd tenor part but i mean common! I gotta play 1st tenor on my own damn song. Anyhow i gtta go back and fix a few things and print it again, it should be easy enough. I'm excited about it though, i htink i'm going to make it faster. GMB tonight, we get to learn half time. I betcha Dan is going to have another power trip and be like "OH MMMMAAIIIIII GOOOOODDDDDDDD I DON'T UNDERSTAND! WHY CAN'T YOU GUYS GET IN A BLOCK FAST ENOUGH, IT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE!!!!!!EXPLAIN THAT TO ME!!!!YOUR SUPPOSED TO ME SILENTTTTTTT AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" those are always fun, silly dan. I miss matt. Char you're lucky, you get matt then keely for drum major. Those will be the best years. Alrighty that's all for now.

that was just like the scariest thing ever. I came online and someone told me that someone i really care about got raped (she's from this message board i post on) so all of us boardies were in a chatroom talking about it because we were afraid she might of killed herself but we managed to find her number and call her and she's okay. Thank god. I'm still so shaken up about everything, i felt like i almost lost her tonight, i odn't know what i'd do if i did. *sighs*
on the brightside. I saw an AMAZING movie a couple of days ago. It's called an unfinished life. It definetly should be nominated for an oscar or something. oh well i'm exhausted from all of this and i still have world history to do. i'm signing off

my computers not working cuz it freezes and i die and chris is ugly and won't be for like ever again cuz my life sucks so goodbyee *cries* hopefully i can get this fixeddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddtguymki rtgjihhhse tekrjmnst uioZJIOKjet[ets <-----oi help eem@@@<----dat was chris, he "helped" ijlp[7u,n,goyvbgtyfovyjpkl; and so did "sharon"rtfn aaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhvr6edc64ecrdfv dd d o d o od d o do do do do do d o do d o do do d od o do u9dy ovd7ot6dg dbobu hdjbo o0idgghlptitlp;rt2o m,.;/
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mwahararahahahahahahahah i started playing final fantasy x. It's fun cept i could save so then i died and since i never reached a save pooint i gotzsta start from the beginning and watch like a bajillion movie clips again. Tidus is really hot, yah. So yeah i'll start the game again tommorow once i get the patience. I have the strategy guide so i should be able to figure everything out. I've been playing Katamari Damacy a lopt too, that's the most addicting game ever, y'all should play it.Anyways I start school on tuesday, my schedule for semester 1 is:

1a:Jazz Band Brown
1b:Concer Band Brown
2:French2 Bloomer
3:Algebra 2/trig Gusner
4:English 2 Holland


whatever, it's all good. part of me is kinda looking forawrd to school now

yup, first day of band camp. It was fun, the new school is hella weird (or temporary school whateves) thee bandroom really weird to but i think i like it, it just seems so clean, though it won't stay like that. ANd they have like 50 million bathrooms all next to eachother, it's really funny. So anyways there's a bunch of new freshman in gmb, it's odd, i feel all old now. Dan is actually a pretty good drum major (his hair is like curly and longer now, it's odd) anyways we spent all day going over the basics of marching so i found it all a little boring since i can do all that stuff in my sleep but i know it's necessary cuz freshman suck. Oh you know what else? We're all going to have to wear our ID cards on a lanyard around our neck every single day to school from now on. Doesn't that suck a lot? ergh....so tommorows regestration, hopefully my schedules good. Oh and i saw TUTOS2!!!!!!NNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. i didn't say anything to her and i avoided eye contact but it was still awful, i feel violated *cries* well w/e, ttyl

yeah i haven't updated for awhile. Well Drama camp is over with, it was really fun for the most part. And my scene went really well except i didn't make a clapping noise when i got slapped but valerie heard me tellign chris that and said "yeah but your slap was still really believable blahblahblah" so i guess it was okay? iono, it's no big thing. So now that drama camp is over i have marching band for a week and then SCHOOL!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, i'm so not looking forawrd to that. I'm sorry but without charlotte and being in portables and stuff this years going to suck. I wish i could just fast forward to next summer, i honestly do. Anyways supposedly this friday we're having a sugarpine peoplez reunion at great america, that'll cheer me up a lot. I really really really want ot see everyone again. hmm...what else? I'm seeing wicked in San Francisco this Saturday, i'm looking forawrd to that soooooooooo much! I can't wait. oh, does anyone know where the bandroom is now because i'm going to have no idea where to go for gmb practice tommorow, lol. alright bye